My seizures are complex partial seizures that happen while I’m sleeping. I wake up as I am jumping out of the bed, all of the blankets flying onto the floor. I stand in the middle of the room sure that something is terribly wrong, maybe I’m dying, maybe I’m having a heart attack, something is WRONG but, I don’t know what it is. If someone is in the room with me I will try to talk to them, but be unable to speak. It’s like there is nothing in my head in the moment I want to say something, or like my mouth is paralyzed. It feels like there are spikes, where I can think for a split second but, then I can’t, so I try to communicate in the intervals between spikes. I am terrified afterwards, sometimes shaking with adrenaline, and then I realize that I have had a seizure. They last about 30 seconds.